Today 18 years ago i started a journey that i would never have to take, the journey of living with grief. No one teaches you how to live without your mum from the age of 18, its all about teaching your self, going through the motions and trying your best to take the right path in life, which is some what difficult. Having years of battling with something that totally tore my family apart, I spent years of plodding along acting like a teenage arsehole, drinking myself through